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Cait  

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journal #11

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 4, 2008, 9:16 AM
  • Mood: Insecure
  • Listening to: a funny haired man speaking.
  • Reading: slides
  • Watching: the computer.
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing.
  • Drinking: coke
I need a vacation. I have been stuck in the same schedule for way too long. I hate this. I can't handle working as much as i do and going to school. I don't have much fun anymore. it's disguisting.
I still love christopher more than anything i could have imagined, but i am just ready to start my life with him. i want to get married and have kids. I don't want to think about how i have another 3 years of college before i can do that, plus i have to start my career.
Right now i am in geology class, it's ridiculous.
we do a slide with one word on it every 10 minutes. and than he just talks in words that no one can put into a "real" sentence.
i am going to go back to class and just pretend to listen, but i thought i'd update my journal at least.
I just want to get out of bloomington, i just want to be done with what i'm doing and where i am.
i am just getting sick of all the teenage bullshit i am putting up with in bloomington or even in my house.
it's going to drvie me nuts. i need to make more time for myself and cleaning.
ahh i am just going to go crazy.
fuck.

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  • Current Age: 19
  • Favourite genre of music: country
  • Personal Quote: "If I still feel the pain, he should still feel the sorrow"-me
  • Tools of the Trade: pen, pencil, oils, pastels and watercolors

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~xsgtsgtx:iconxsgtsgtx: Aug 10, 2007, 10:38:25 PM
Just stopping by to say hey... Uhh...I haven't read any of your stuff in awhile, so I'm promising to read it now. *tehe* You probably don't remember me anyways...lol but you're on my recently watched by list and i've commented here before...so obviously...i've looked at ur page before...i vaugly remember it though...:P

:heart:
SteveyJean

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SteveyJean LOVES you!
~bloodygoth:iconbloodygoth: Apr 12, 2007, 1:40:20 PM
hey cait! whats up?

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~Mageuo69:iconMageuo69: Feb 19, 2007, 8:11:06 PM Mood: Sadness
:sadness: how can i comment on your good stuff if you dont write alot!!

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Daddy tell me why clown is crying
Well son hes got the task of cheering up the ill and dying
on top of that everything thinks hes insane...can't imagine why he'd wanna ease their pain
~Mageuo69:iconMageuo69: Feb 1, 2007, 7:58:44 PM
never stop writing! :zest:

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Daddy tell me why clown is crying
Well son hes got the task of cheering up the ill and dying
on top of that everything thinks hes insane...can't imagine why he'd wanna ease their pain
~urbanfleur:iconurbanfleur: Jan 31, 2007, 6:42:18 PM
hey i haven't talked with you in a while, thanks for adding one of my photos to your favorites! =)
~xsgtsgtx:iconxsgtsgtx: Jul 4, 2006, 11:12:27 PM
Just dropping by. :)

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SteveyJean LOVES you!
~namelessandsilent:iconnamelessandsilent: Nov 29, 2005, 10:16:25 PM
hey emo kid! j/k!!! that will never get old. hehe. sorry i'm bored. peace.

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~Belldandy-sensei:iconBelldandy-sensei: Nov 24, 2005, 10:16:28 AM
JHFI:OA:BBQ!!!!!!! MINNESNOWTA BLOOMINGTONER! Hey, Jefferson or Kenendy?

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"Sarh, sarah, standing there. When I smell your beautiful hair, is that the smell of shampoo? No, my sarah, thats the smell of you" - Very bad love poem.
~RedHavoc2-16:iconRedHavoc2-16: Sep 27, 2005, 2:14:05 AM
All your poems plead.
Ever thought of rebelling?
Or are you afraid to bleed?

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Relatively Anything Can Be Relatively Relative
~musical-nymph:iconmusical-nymph: Sep 25, 2005, 2:45:13 PM
great gallery!

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You were right about the stars: each one is a setting sun.
~krapniknil4yzarc:iconkrapniknil4yzarc: Jul 17, 2005, 8:25:55 PM
i wish i lived in "B-Town" :*(

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~Blue-Eyed-Angel:iconBlue-Eyed-Angel: Jul 14, 2005, 10:36:09 AM
wow i love your site here!!! your a very good poet!

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welcome to hell, may i take your order?
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~snoopy-dog-photos:iconsnoopy-dog-photos: Jun 1, 2005, 8:46:56 AM
rawr!

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~brozedragon45678:iconbrozedragon45678: May 16, 2005, 7:11:23 AM
Nice gallery. Gonna stalk....whoops...I mean, watch you now.

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Everything you see has been made by me: Amber. If you can't take the fact I make all my stuff and write my own things....get over it.
~dcschmo:icondcschmo: May 14, 2005, 11:03:18 PM
Thanks for the comments 'n watch! :)
=SedatedProdigy:iconSedatedProdigy: May 12, 2005, 3:53:22 PM
:aww: Thank you much for the watch :)

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For those that know, they do. For those that don't....well, they don't
~mzcc:iconmzcc: May 11, 2005, 12:28:57 AM
Thanks for the watch back!! ^^

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Carina... :butterflytwo:
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~DaShBoArDGrL18:iconDaShBoArDGrL18: May 10, 2005, 7:52:24 PM
no problem, your page was awesome!
~AbstruseMalevolence:iconAbstruseMalevolence: May 10, 2005, 7:22:55 PM
I think I will read some of your work now. Thanks for dropping by my page.

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A mass of gallon sloth. As flys have walls for feet. "A rapturous verbatim." someone said, but whose to know? And when you find the fringe, the one last hit that spent you. You'll find the ossuary spilling by the day.
~DaShBoArDGrL18:iconDaShBoArDGrL18: May 10, 2005, 4:18:34 PM
new friends are grand :)
*treeworshipper:icontreeworshipper: May 9, 2005, 5:38:01 AM
Thank you so much for the comment and the watch. :hug:

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~mzcc:iconmzcc: May 9, 2005, 3:41:14 AM
Hello! I'm just taking a look at your gallery. :)

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Carina... :butterflytwo:
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!Serenadedsoul:iconSerenadedsoul: May 8, 2005, 9:30:03 PM
Thanks for the watch! :love: Yay! New friend! :clap:

~Deb