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Cait  

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deep blue sea

The deep blue sea   
opens my eyes  
to the new world around me  there's always something new  even in the same places  
everyday something new happens  it may not seem like it  but it's just like the ..   
deep blue sea   
So, wide  it's winding  
confusing  clear and bright  the lonliest thing  
a happy sea  you can see the world  in the ..   
deep blue sea   
coats you in love  shows how it cares  unlike any person  the sea will always be there  it doesn't move that far  the waves make it new  tho

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dear..Dear,   
Everyday I think about you,  I talk about you.  I can't imagine a day with out you.   
Waking up next to you,  Makes my day.  Fills my heart with love.   
I want to live my life with you.  Every day I get with you,  Is a dream come true.   
You've changed my life around.  Bouncing around,  Couldn't make up my mind.   
From the moment I saw you.  I made my mind up about you. dear..
in Open on 1/24/08
trust was left behind.trust is given,  some lose trust  by something else they do.   
but to loose trust before it is given,  trust was left behind.  leaving a man behind,  loyalty, love and trust.  not to leave anyone behind.   
people shall not recieve trust.  you have to earn it.   
with in what time span.   
I can't sit around and wait forever.  trust is given.  and if needed taken away.  not recieved. trust was left behind.
in Open on 8/21/07
liesWrapped up in what is wrong.  You can see right through my mind,  
While I pass by yours.   
What good is left here?  What is left for me?  With out him here I am nothing.   
But he has moved on.  
And I have been trying.  Lost in a sprial or daze and confusion.   
There is nothing left here.  Nothing good anyway.  life with out him,  
Just won't be the same.   
Wrapped up in what is wrong.  
You can see right through my mind,  While I pass by yours. lies
in Open on 2/24/07
Life isn't over yet.Drinking at 10 in the morning.  Wishing you weren't alive.  wanting and waiting for good to come.   
There is nothing left to wait for.  Nothing else to live for.  I can wait my whole life,  but i am still left alone.   
With all the people in my life,  
how do i feel so alone.  How can i be so alone.   
Life isn't over..  Life repeats itself.  Life makes no sense. Life isn't over yet.
in Open on 2/15/07
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happywhenever you need  ill go that extra mile  because when your happy  you make me smile  always around  to help you rise  and lift your mood  into the beautiful skys  never wanna see your tears  i hate it when you frown  whenever your sad  it brings me way down  whatever hurts you  i feel it as well  because i want you to smile  and never see hell  so ill do all i can  to make sure you fly  and keep you happy  but its for you not I happy
by ~Mageuo69
Last WordsI would like to say  i love you.  don’t feel bad or regret anything  none of this is your fault.  carry on with your lives  don’t feel like you’re alone,  
because I will still be there,  just in a different way.  Jesus came for me today  and so I took his hand  
love me,      hate me,           remember me…  for the choice I took  and for the person I was  put a smile on your face  like there used to be  because I am just a memory away. Last Words
by ~bloodygoth
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journal #11

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 4, 2008, 9:16 AM
  • Mood: Insecure
  • Listening to: a funny haired man speaking.
  • Reading: slides
  • Watching: the computer.
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing.
  • Drinking: coke
I need a vacation. I have been stuck in the same schedule for way too long. I hate this. I can't handle working as much as i do and going to school. I don't have much fun anymore. it's disguisting.
I still love christopher more than anything i could have imagined, but i am just ready to start my life with him. i want to get married and have kids. I don't want to think about how i have another 3 years of college before i can do that, plus i have to start my career.
Right now i am in geology class, it's ridiculous.
we do a slide with one word on it every 10 minutes. and than he just talks in words that no one can put into a "real" sentence.
i am going to go back to class and just pretend to listen, but i thought i'd update my journal at least.
I just want to get out of bloomington, i just want to be done with what i'm doing and where i am.
i am just getting sick of all the teenage bullshit i am putting up with in bloomington or even in my house.
it's going to drvie me nuts. i need to make more time for myself and cleaning.
ahh i am just going to go crazy.
fuck.

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  • Current Age: 19
  • Favourite genre of music: country
  • Personal Quote: "If I still feel the pain, he should still feel the sorrow"-me
  • Tools of the Trade: pen, pencil, oils, pastels and watercolors

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~xsgtsgtx:iconxsgtsgtx: Aug 10, 2007, 10:38:25 PM
Just stopping by to say hey... Uhh...I haven't read any of your stuff in awhile, so I'm promising to read it now. *tehe* You probably don't remember me anyways...lol but you're on my recently watched by list and i've commented here before...so obviously...i've looked at ur page before...i vaugly remember it though...:P

:heart:
SteveyJean

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SteveyJean LOVES you!
~bloodygoth:iconbloodygoth: Apr 12, 2007, 1:40:20 PM
hey cait! whats up?

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Love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction.
~Mageuo69:iconMageuo69: Feb 19, 2007, 8:11:06 PM Mood: Sadness
:sadness: how can i comment on your good stuff if you dont write alot!!

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Daddy tell me why clown is crying
Well son hes got the task of cheering up the ill and dying
on top of that everything thinks hes insane...can't imagine why he'd wanna ease their pain
~Mageuo69:iconMageuo69: Feb 1, 2007, 7:58:44 PM
never stop writing! :zest:

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Daddy tell me why clown is crying
Well son hes got the task of cheering up the ill and dying
on top of that everything thinks hes insane...can't imagine why he'd wanna ease their pain
~urbanfleur:iconurbanfleur: Jan 31, 2007, 6:42:18 PM
hey i haven't talked with you in a while, thanks for adding one of my photos to your favorites! =)
~xsgtsgtx:iconxsgtsgtx: Jul 4, 2006, 11:12:27 PM
Just dropping by. :)

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SteveyJean LOVES you!
~namelessandsilent:iconnamelessandsilent: Nov 29, 2005, 10:16:25 PM
hey emo kid! j/k!!! that will never get old. hehe. sorry i'm bored. peace.

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"FINE TIME TO FAKE A SEIZURE!!! I feel your mouth on mine...you're savin' me" -"Nose Over Tail" Alkaline Trio
~Belldandy-sensei:iconBelldandy-sensei: Nov 24, 2005, 10:16:28 AM
JHFI:OA:BBQ!!!!!!! MINNESNOWTA BLOOMINGTONER! Hey, Jefferson or Kenendy?

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"Sarh, sarah, standing there. When I smell your beautiful hair, is that the smell of shampoo? No, my sarah, thats the smell of you" - Very bad love poem.
~RedHavoc2-16:iconRedHavoc2-16: Sep 27, 2005, 2:14:05 AM
All your poems plead.
Ever thought of rebelling?
Or are you afraid to bleed?

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Relatively Anything Can Be Relatively Relative
~musical-nymph:iconmusical-nymph: Sep 25, 2005, 2:45:13 PM
great gallery!

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You were right about the stars: each one is a setting sun.
~krapniknil4yzarc:iconkrapniknil4yzarc: Jul 17, 2005, 8:25:55 PM
i wish i lived in "B-Town" :*(

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^^
~Blue-Eyed-Angel:iconBlue-Eyed-Angel: Jul 14, 2005, 10:36:09 AM
wow i love your site here!!! your a very good poet!

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welcome to hell, may i take your order?
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~snoopy-dog-photos:iconsnoopy-dog-photos: Jun 1, 2005, 8:46:56 AM
rawr!

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Poetry.hasnoplace.fora.HEARTthat's.a.WHORE.
~brozedragon45678:iconbrozedragon45678: May 16, 2005, 7:11:23 AM
Nice gallery. Gonna stalk....whoops...I mean, watch you now.

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Everything you see has been made by me: Amber. If you can't take the fact I make all my stuff and write my own things....get over it.
~dcschmo:icondcschmo: May 14, 2005, 11:03:18 PM
Thanks for the comments 'n watch! :)
=SedatedProdigy:iconSedatedProdigy: May 12, 2005, 3:53:22 PM
:aww: Thank you much for the watch :)

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For those that know, they do. For those that don't....well, they don't
~mzcc:iconmzcc: May 11, 2005, 12:28:57 AM
Thanks for the watch back!! ^^

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Carina... :butterflytwo:
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~DaShBoArDGrL18:iconDaShBoArDGrL18: May 10, 2005, 7:52:24 PM
no problem, your page was awesome!
~AbstruseMalevolence:iconAbstruseMalevolence: May 10, 2005, 7:22:55 PM
I think I will read some of your work now. Thanks for dropping by my page.

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A mass of gallon sloth. As flys have walls for feet. "A rapturous verbatim." someone said, but whose to know? And when you find the fringe, the one last hit that spent you. You'll find the ossuary spilling by the day.
~DaShBoArDGrL18:iconDaShBoArDGrL18: May 10, 2005, 4:18:34 PM
new friends are grand :)
*treeworshipper:icontreeworshipper: May 9, 2005, 5:38:01 AM
Thank you so much for the comment and the watch. :hug:

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~mzcc:iconmzcc: May 9, 2005, 3:41:14 AM
Hello! I'm just taking a look at your gallery. :)

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Carina... :butterflytwo:
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!Serenadedsoul:iconSerenadedsoul: May 8, 2005, 9:30:03 PM
Thanks for the watch! :love: Yay! New friend! :clap:

~Deb
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