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About Me Member Emotional Poet DaShBoArDGrL1819/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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journal #11

Tue Mar 4, 2008, 8:16 AM
  • Mood: Insecure
  • Listening to: a funny haired man speaking.
  • Reading: slides
  • Watching: the computer.
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing.
  • Drinking: coke
I need a vacation. I have been stuck in the same schedule for way too long. I hate this. I can't handle working as much as i do and going to school. I don't have much fun anymore. it's disguisting.
I still love christopher more than anything i could have imagined, but i am just ready to start my life with him. i want to get married and have kids. I don't want to think about how i have another 3 years of college before i can do that, plus i have to start my career.
Right now i am in geology class, it's ridiculous.
we do a slide with one word on it every 10 minutes. and than he just talks in words that no one can put into a "real" sentence.
i am going to go back to class and just pretend to listen, but i thought i'd update my journal at least.
I just want to get out of bloomington, i just want to be done with what i'm doing and where i am.
i am just getting sick of all the teenage bullshit i am putting up with in bloomington or even in my house.
it's going to drvie me nuts. i need to make more time for myself and cleaning.
ahh i am just going to go crazy.
fuck.

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:iconxsgtsgtx:
Just stopping by to say hey... Uhh...I haven't read any of your stuff in awhile, so I'm promising to read it now. *tehe* You probably don't remember me anyways...lol but you're on my recently watched by list and i've commented here before...so obviously...i've looked at ur page before...i vaugly remember it though...:P

:heart:
SteveyJean

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:iconbloodygoth:
hey cait! whats up?

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Love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction.
:iconmageuo69:
:sadness: how can i comment on your good stuff if you dont write alot!!

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Daddy tell me why clown is crying
Well son hes got the task of cheering up the ill and dying
on top of that everything thinks hes insane...can't imagine why he'd wanna ease their pain
:iconmageuo69:
never stop writing! :zest:

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Daddy tell me why clown is crying
Well son hes got the task of cheering up the ill and dying
on top of that everything thinks hes insane...can't imagine why he'd wanna ease their pain
:iconurbanfleur:
hey i haven't talked with you in a while, thanks for adding one of my photos to your favorites! =)
:iconxsgtsgtx:
Just dropping by. :)

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Simply Steffy
:iconnamelessandsilent:
hey emo kid! j/k!!! that will never get old. hehe. sorry i'm bored. peace.

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"I'd get up...If I knew I fell."
:iconbelldandy-sensei:
JHFI:OA:BBQ!!!!!!! MINNESNOWTA BLOOMINGTONER! Hey, Jefferson or Kenendy?

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"Sarh, sarah, standing there. When I smell your beautiful hair, is that the smell of shampoo? No, my sarah, thats the smell of you" - Very bad love poem.
:iconredhavoc2-16:
All your poems plead.
Ever thought of rebelling?
Or are you afraid to bleed?

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Relatively Anything Can Be Relatively Relative

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